Primordial Chaos

Ok, I know. For someone who has the whole week off I really should be posting here regularly. Sorry! Even though I have been playing some video games, I've also been keeping up on readings and such for my classes. I had to go back to the beginning of the semester and review, a lot of that material got hazy after the seizure.

And that is fucking with me, that I even had a seizure. I mean once before we've thought I had a seizure but it turned out to be an allergy to a component in a medicine I was taking, not an actual seizure. This was an actual seizure, and that kinda scares me. I'm only 26, and up until now I was in the best health of my life. Maybe I was overdoing it? Regardless, this week I've been taking it really slow. I've even gained about 4 pounds, which is good since I was getting concerned about how low my weight had been dropping. I look and feel a lot better, at any rate. The seizure thing is fucking with me though. I think I'll continue at a slower pace for a bit, just to be safe. I know I scared the fuck out of everyone when I went to the ER, and I'm sorry for causing so much concern. I appreciate all the emails, phone calls, text messages and other forms of contact, I feel pretty special to have so many who care about me.

Especially since one of those is Warren. :) I set my Droid so the light only blinks blue AND it only says "Droid" if it's an email/text/call from him. Heehee. Everyone else gets lumped together, but he gets a special light, text/email alert, and ringtone. Speak of the devil, I just heard my phone go off. :P So glad he's back. So very very glad.

So, I have 2 cats at this point, well sorta. My mom has adopted Bad Cat in Cy's absence, but she still lurks around in my room a lot. My cat Metro has a drug problem. He gets cracked out on catnip and then basically starts flipping out, fighting the dogs, beating up Bad Cat, climbing the walls...it's pretty funny, really. Well, we're babysitting my brother's friend's dog Ace, so the two black cats are holed up in my room. Basically all they do is get high and fight each other. Generally they're fighting over the catnip toy, but who gets to sleep next to me is another common fight. Black cats seem to be inherently batshit, and that's probably why I'm inherently drawn to them.

I haven't really been doing too much, so sadly I don't have too much to say. Next week when I get back into the swing of things I'm sure I'll have plenty to say. Well, that doesn't involve me waxing poetic about Warren. :P He's called me twice this week, and I always go to bed giggling myself to sleep afterwards. I'm just happy.

Because I've been super shitty about music lately, here's a few songs just be-fucking-cause:

Nate James - High Times (hence the title, well that and the cats)


Oasis - Better Man *innocent whistling*


Oasis - Live Forever (what my phone plays when Warren calls :P)


Kiff Gallagher - Lies and Now live (I'm kinda obsessed with the song Now, starts about 4:40 in)


Musiq - Buddy


Musiq - halfcrazy (I totally cried my heart out a few times to this song over the course of, oh, about 3 months)


And to end on a happy note - Jay Kay of Jamiroquai singing Sunny


(Cookie if you can tell me why that video in particular means a lot to me.)

~A.