Primordial Chaos

So, the post I was gonna post yesterday revolved around this one song that has since been removed from youtube, and the post made no sense without it. I'm kinda pissed off, but fuck it, I'll go with something else. I'm also in a bad mood because my mom is being moody and rather hostile to me. I'm tired of backhanded comments, and she's handing them out right and left lately. She calls me defective one more time, and she's gonna get a dose of me she never wanted. I don't give a fuck who you are NO ONE TALKS DOWN TO ME. I am no one's doormat, and you better believe that.

Tonight me and Jess were watching the news, and they showed the police sketch of the black guy who stabbed some white girl in the neck 3 times at UNM, the sketch I STRONGLY resemble. Jess started laughing because it looks so much like me, and my phone started going off with emails and messages from people I know making jokes about it. Despite there being moments where the urge is strong, I didn't stab someone in the neck. :P

I made a post before about how I listen to video game music to get me going in the morning. It's like my version of coffee. Instead of the song I was going to do a post about, I decided to post some of my favs, most of which are from one damn game. Well, mostly because the others I can't find on youtube, but whatever. Super Nintendo games are up first. :)

Super Castlevania 4 (awesome already) music form the submerged city. This is one of me and Jess' fav songs from video games ever. I have this game on my Droid. :P I LOVE this song, it's just such a good song and very pretty/haunting.

The Submerged City:


Lavos. This motherfucker was the most evil boss I've ever dealt with. See, the actual end boss has 3 "parts", 2 small guys and this big jackass. As it turns out, you spend your time taking out the big guy...who then gets rezzed by one of the small guys. See, the actual boss is one of the small guys, but you are under every impression you need to kill the big guy to win. He has a few themes and the vid I'm posting you'll see the 3 parts, it's towards the end of the vid. Plus that's the song I usually listen to. He also kills the main character and you have to go save his ass. The game is called Chrono Trigger and is one of my fav games EVER. Plus the music is just badass.

Lavos Theme:

Chrono Trigger again, this time it's Magus' theme. My second fav character in the game.

Magus Theme:

Magus has a sister named Schala, her theme is just plain beautiful:

Schala theme:

Magus starts off as an enemy, and is the archenemy of one of your characters at first. This character is obviously, named Frog, but his real name is Glenn. Magus killed his best friend and mentor, and Frog has been out to get Magus ever since. Who was Frog's best friend? Oh, just some guy named...Cyrus. (you're damn right that's where I got the name)

Frog's theme:

This is the Chrono Trigger main theme, just when you lose your main character, shit looks bleak, things shift and you're back on track to save the world! I really love listening to this song on test days. If you hear this song playing and I'm in Blueshift, get the fuck out of dodge. I'm in one of my moods, and NOT a good one.

CT theme:

Jumping to Playstation (PS) games quickly, I'd get smacked about if I didn't post this one...

Aeris' theme:

Chrono Trigger had a pseudo-sequel on PS called Chrono Cross, also good music.

Scars of Time:

Frozen Flame:

God, there's SO many other I wanna add, but I'll end with my absolute favorite character EVER and her theme. She's from Chrono Trigger, and she is the only character that CAN'T use magic. She is PURE physical strength and beats the hell out of things with her club. Her name is Ayla. I like that name. :P Anyways, was tempted to go as Ayla for Halloween this year (or Bowser, I have a thing for Bowser plus it's one of my many nicknames) but her outfit is a little too skimpy for my tastes. Still love her theme song, and this is my fight song of sorts. Anything in my way is gonna get beat silly, same for her. I can get with a curly haired badass who doesn't need special powers to kick ass. ;)

Ayla (Aeris too! :P) theme:

I'll stop there, there's 20 or so more songs I was thinking of posting but I gotta get up early and take my mom to the airport, she has to go to DC for work. I'm grateful for the reprieve...

I'll go drive myself insane about my app decision in the meantime. :)

~A.