Primordial Chaos

Chaos: A state of matter and will above all that is fertile with possibilities, the void from which order and greatness were born.

 Couldn't think of a song, so I didn't. :P


So my Lobos played so damn sloppy in the first half last night, I was totally yelling and displeased. Then Martinez lit up, and oh my god. He made like what, EIGHT 3s in a row before he missed one? My god. And they weren't easy 3s either. He's a lefty too. Go team lefty! :P

Anyways, once Martinez lit up and the Lobos cleaned up during the half, they started playing like they knew what the hell they were doing. They made an awesome comeback, and I was worried we were gonna be handed our first loss. But NOPE, my Lobos are STILL UNDEFEATED, 9-0! YEAH!

Our next game is Texas A&M on Saturday, and this is a big league team. They're ranked 16/18 in the nation last I checked. Heels are 11/10. We're not ranked, of course. (god dammit we should be the way we're playing) Now, if there was a game I have some serious concerns about, it's Texas A&M. This is where we are most likely to rack up our first loss. I can't seem to track down where or even if the game is gonna be televised. I'm going to be in Oklahoma, so I've been trying to figure out if I can watch the game, or am I going to have to resort to online score tracking. I know we're getting a feed here in ABQ, all the bars across the street (literally) from UNM are showing it. But the channels I've found that are said to be showing it elsewhere aren't. On that note, I can't seem to track down if/where the Heels game is gonna be televised either. This makes me cranky. I NEED MY BASKETBALL. Of course, my dad and my stepmom might be happy I won't be bogarting the TV and being rowdy all day since the games overlap by half an hour, which would mean about five and a half hours of me being all riled up, lol.

So I went to the doctor, got my 3rd and final HPV vaccine shot, which burns like hell and hurts for days, and just did my 6 month usual, full bloodwork and full STD panel. Everything else about me checks out fantastic so far, besides their usual complaint of my low blood pressure, since it's usually about 100/60. But that's been about my usual blood pressure for as far back as I can remember, so whatever. Regardless, I'm healthy and in great shape medically, which is good because I have people, places and things to conquer.

Emma, my dog, is so damn loyal to me. When my mom first got her, she didn't care for me. However, she's become so attached to me, my mom just said, well, she's adopted you. For example:



That was last night, during a break in the Lobos game. She had been sitting next to me on the couch, but I got up to go to the bathroom. She follows me into the bathroom, SHUTS THE DOOR, and lays down quietly while I go to the bathroom. This is a regular habit of hers. She sleeps next to me on my bed too and follows me all over the house. If I'm up late studying or doing homework and she's not in my room, she'll knock on the door and I let her in. She then starts rubbing her head against me and nuzzling my hand to be petted. She'll then lay next to my chair, and if I sigh or make any noise in frustration, she hops up, stands on two legs, gives me a kiss and nuzzles my face. If it gets too late, she starts wacking me on the leg with her paw and using her head to stop me from writing, and that means that's enough it's time for bed. Her sister from the same litter is multi award winning show dog, and Emma is easily as beautiful. (and less mean, christ her sister is evil) She has very soft, fine silky hair and a beautiful coat when we let it grow out. I usually keep it short when it's warm, that and she hates being groomed. Though once you get it done, she starts prancing around like a show dog showing off how good she looks. It just struck me last night how sweet she is, and how she closed the bathroom door and insisted on waiting right by my side. I love her, I absolutely love her, and she loves me too. :)

Kinda pissed off the honors course about reading and writing I REALLY wanted got canceled. Now I need to conjure up another class to take. I could take Sociology 101, but UGH. It's in the same bucket as Social Psychology which I dislike. That whole social thing, fuck it. :P

I'm leaving tonight for Oklahoma, so there may or may not be a post tomorrow, though I've decided to bring my netbook so there should definitely be a post or two over the weekend. ESPECIALLY after the b-ball games, heehee.

Feeling so overwhelmed right now. Finals, my life is changing, trying to get everything together, COLLEGE APPS ARE GOING OUT SOON, just wow. It's a lot to take in stride, you know? If anyone can do it with class and grace it's me. Well, maybe just grace, I do hang out with people while we talk about random things naked and fuckin' in the bushes. And even grace is probably a front. :P

Regardless, my audience is waiting.

~A.

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I clear my mind here, basically. It's my mental toilet.

My definition of chaos up above describes me rather well. Fertile with possibilities and a future source of order and greatness...I'll get there eventually. This is me documenting parts of my journey.

And it's about to get interesting....

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