Primordial Chaos

You know, did I REALLY need my ego reinforced. Hell no, but it is and everyone is going to need to deal with it. Two songs for this post, and this post is pretty major. First up, Carolina by Matt Wertz. Simply because, as most people know by now, I'm transferring to Carolina to be a Tar Heel!

Carolina:


Carolina, I know I'm pure badassery, Carolina this is just my tendency, forgive me. ;)

Next up, the song from which the title of this post comes from, Everything, Everyday, Everywhere by Fabolous, featuring Keri Hilson and one of my favs Ryan Leslie. Quick note about Ryan Leslie, he's a fellow mixed breed who didn't graduate high school. Why? Because instead of completing his senior year of high school HE WENT STRAIGHT TO HARVARD AND GOT HIS DEGREE. Holy fuck. That's badass I can appreciate! Anyways, if you like RnB that doesn't sound like pop music, check out my boy R. Les. Dude is impressive and very clever.

Everything, Everyday, Everywhere:



When I sing along to this song in my car (and you bet your ass I do) I change the very first two lines of the song. Well, one word. My version: Same shit different day, just riding through the city looking pretty as the usual, it's same old thing got the name on the ride just to let them know who's who. ;) My favorite line just because it's so obnoxious and kinda offensive: "In this bitch like an unborn baby". Holy god that makes me laugh. This song is definitely kinda my theme song lately. :P

I know I haven't been facebooking or blogging or tweeting much lately, but to be honest I didn't feel like it because I was so stressed out over waiting for my decision, plus I got swamped with end of the semester bullshit at school. I spent the weekend working on stuff, and now I only have one paper to finish and finals to study for, so I have some mental space. I'm back now. :)

I enrolled for the Fall semester today for UNC. Most of what I wanted to take was full, like intro to cognitive science. I would up with a bunch of gen ed stuff, but all of it is pretty interesting AND classes I NEED so it works out. Calculus for social sciences isn't THAT interesting, but it's applied math instead of doing a million problems with no application. I'm a wiz at applying math (ie using stats for basketball) and this makes me a decent programmer too. There's the philosophy to mathematical logic which relates to programming, intro drawing, since I've always wanted to learn to draw, but at UNM the only classes that count towards your fine arts requirement are art history, which is FUCKING BORING, the next level of psych research techniques, and World prehistory, which covers the ancestors to human being up to ancient civilizations. Very cool and interesting stuff to me. Schedule MIGHT change, but I needed to get into classes quick and luckily got interesting stuff that I needed to take. Haven't decided if I'll take a minor or a second major, I might.

I want to take 2 classes this summer at UNM to get me on a more even keel at UNC, but I'm not sure how I will swing it. The first day of class is August 24th, so my badass needs to be in Chapel Hill by then, summer classes end July 31st but Cy factors in too. I was thinking I stay in OK for a while before continuing on down I-40, but I dunno. So much damn planned and details to figure out, I definitely feel overwhelmed. I need to start seriously thinking about where the hell I'm going to live too! AHHH!! So much to do. :(

The best moment of this whole thing so far was when I called my dad to tell him and he basically said he was gonna make the trip with me. Like, I can't even express how happy that made me, even happier than getting in. I made a post before how much that would mean to me, and even thinking about it is causing me to get a little teary eyed as I write this. Thanks dad. For everything. I couldn't have done this without you. I'm a hurricane at this point, and all hurricanes are fueled by hot air, something my dad has given me plenty of! :P I'm kidding with ya dad, I love you. :)

I also go to Chapel Hill with no more risk of seizures than before all this mess, which is reassuring. I'm back to normal, which means everyone can put down their guard about the damn seizures.

So, Warren told me previously he didn't think I could get in. Then I did and I gently teased him about being wrong (I love doing that), and you know what he said? "The sun shines on a dog's balls every now and then." Ooooo, he drives me nuts sometimes! But he's my partner in crime, and it is a massive comfort to know he will be nearby. He's my absolute best friend. That's really as far as I feel like defining our relationship right now. There's more to it, but it doesn't need defining. We know, the rest of you can guess and speculate. :P

Blueshift got a few upgrades. The dome light is now blue LED and there are blue LEDs lighting up the driver and passenger sides on the floor. New tail lights, and the xenons are back. The only thing that needs to be done is the rear bumper needs to be fixed, but I haven't done that because I haven't decided if I'm going to just fix the bumper or repaint the whole damn car. But Blue is looking sliiiiiiiick, and I'm looking slick behind the wheel. :)

I keep walking around like I own the place. Yesterday on campus my strut was in full effect and my attitude was on full display. My ego is SO HUGE right now. I'm leaving UNM for one of the best schools in the country. I'm now pretty convinced I'm unstoppable. :)

I'm bad, bad, BADASS!

~A.