Supposedly a week from tomorrow come the transfer decisions that I'm all worked up about. They had to delay first year decisions, hopefully not transfers too. Starting to get a little crazy, lol. All these scenarios I keep running through my mind...arghhhhh. Been hanging out on this forum going crazy with other people going through the same thing for the same school. They think my forum name is clever, I keep getting compliments about it. I'll tell what it is once decisions come out, considering all the venting I do there, I think I should probably not have it linked to me in any way until then. :P That and some people don't know where I applied to, and I wanna keep it that way until I decide what I'm doing.
I also haven't yet figured out how to tell people if I do get in. Or who to tell first. Part of me says I should call and tell people, but I'm kinda a terrible talker. I could just post it here, and let people come to me. :P This is a big deal to me, and I want to make sure it is all done right and I am comfortable with how things go down. Of course, if I don't get in I don't have to worry about all of this. :P
So, I just got my scholarship award package from UNM for Fall 2010/spring 2011. $23k for the year. Those honors seem to pay off, apparently. :P Or they're trying to get me to stay. But most of my scholarships transfer with me, and I think I can pull off a full ride, even with out of state tuition, somewhere else. Please let decisions be soon, jesus. I hate this purgatory holding pattern I'm in. That and the overwhelming self doubt I'm going through. :( The closer we get to the 8th, the more insane I'm gonna get and the more and more that's all I'm gonna talk about. I think I have something amazing to offer, I hope they think so too.
I just had to vent about the transfer crap, that's all. :)
~A.
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