Primordial Chaos

Chaos: A state of matter and will above all that is fertile with possibilities, the void from which order and greatness were born.

New attitude, new myspace look, new blog.

I've had a bit of a rough time lately, yeah? Emotional bullshit drama, broken arm, feeling like I've lost direction....

Well, fucking enough. No more people influencing my thoughts and opinions, and NO ONE will stop me from from going head first into what I love and want to do. Because of a situation recently, I had to do some long hard thinking about where I go from here. I made some decisions, and I'm going with those. I don't care who disapproves, this is my life, my dreams, my happiness at stake. I can't keep being influenced and manipulated by others, because I keep getting kicked off track. Fuck what everyone else thinks.

That being said a really intense fall semester looms in my face. Diversity in Medicine committee, undergrad research at the Mind Research Network, and 17 credits. On top of that I am preparing for sending out applications to get the heck out of UNM and get somewhere where I can pursue what I really want to. I don't give a shit how old you are, college applications are intimidating. A lot of the schools I'm considering want essays too! Though, I've started working on those already. Trying to stay on top of things.

I've finalized my list of schools I'm applying to, and have applications for most. Despite the actual applications I will fill out being online, I printed off a few copies of the ones that are available to look through, make notes, etc. Feeding off that nervous/excited energy for sure.

I know I kinda disappeared for a bit, but I'm back now. I always come back, yeah?

~A.

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I clear my mind here, basically. It's my mental toilet.

My definition of chaos up above describes me rather well. Fertile with possibilities and a future source of order and greatness...I'll get there eventually. This is me documenting parts of my journey.

And it's about to get interesting....

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