Primordial Chaos

The one thing that bugs me about writing my posts on my Droid is if I wanna add youtube links, I gotta get on my laptop to do it. Of course, I usually try to spellcheck and such on my laptop before I post since I can see much more of the post at once. So any post without music was most likely posted right from my Droid. :P They're all written on my Droid though, it's just the whole music thing has to be done from my laptop.

I mention that because I want to post 2 songs on this post. :P First up is this cover of Wonderwall I heard on Pandora. And NOT on the Oasis channel, strangely enough. On Ben Westbeech, who does more pop/dance stuff, kinda Jamiroquai-ish. Anyways, I love this cover, especially the piano bit you hear at the beginning. It's great to rock out to in my car since my car is a rock music zone. I'll post the original too.

Cartel - Wonderwall


Oasis - Wonderwall

(Liam is the one singing this song and I am not a fan of his voice, his brother's voice is much more impressive and Warren sings a lot like him.)

Next up is another gem I found through Pandora by an artist I like but had forgotten about. The lyrics REALLY resonated with me and made me smile. This isn't rock but it's a song I like to play in my car if I feel kinda down, or just listen to in general.

Musiq Soulchild - So Beautiful



This song is one of my top 3 songs EVER. Just thrown in because I was humming it while writing this post. :P



So my Lobos BARELY won today, which is depressing because it was against Air Force, who has won ONE conference game this season and lost 10 (now 11). AND it was at The Pit! We rolled them by 23 points on THEIR court, yet they almost take us down on ours. As far as entertainment value, it was a close game the whole time and it didn't look good for us at the end, it was definitely exciting and a good game in that sense. But it was also fucking awful under any other context.

Trying to brace myself and prepare for hell week, 1 test Monday, 2 Tuesday, 1 paper due Monday and 2 on Wednesday. I want to do my best on all of them, but holy shit it'll be hard. Trying not to stress it, but there's definitely some stress.

So due to our respective sleep issues, Warren and I were up late, WAY LATE, last night. We were texting back and forth for a couple of hours and then he called me at like 3:20 am. Things are interesting when we're both lacking sleep. His filters disappear and I become uncharacteristically oblivious to the obvious. For some reason, this creates probably the sappiest conversations on earth. I love them, but usually don't remember much once I go to bed and wake up. What I do remember is this, he was explaining to me how he thinks my pic of me imitating the stabber suspect is the best pic he's ever seen of me. He was trying to compliment me and tell me I'm beautiful and have the complete package. It came out as:

"You have a nice set of things"
I think this is STILL funny, I've been laughing about it all day. Has to be one of the best butchered compliments I've ever heard. But it's special to me because Warren said it, and I know what he meant by it. Kinda like how calling me greybaby is a Warren only pet name for me.

I look at us, and can see we're both not saying everything we want to say to each other. He and I both like to dance around important/serious conversations, and we definitely don't want to say anything to start one, we hope the other person will pick up clues and do it. I think this is cute when it happens, cause we get awkward and flustered, which don't usually exist between us.

It's crazy, ever since we reconnected, this seems like something completely different in a very good way. Maybe we see more eye to eye? I dunno. And the only stuff we brought from previously is good things, all of the bad shit is just...gone. I can't even remember the vast majority of it. What does come up we joke about, laughing about how fucking stupid we were over something minor.

Once we worked out the kinks, everything has been going smoothly, really. I'm happy. We both love each other a lot, and neither one of us knows what that means, we just know we're going to find out together.

I couldn't ask for a better partner, there's no way I could think to "improve" him. We just naturally fit.

~A.