Primordial Chaos

R: Aeris is kinda pissed off right now.

p: kinda aint half of it, babygirl is trippin hard.

R: She just found out her light bulbs were supposedly delivered on the 14th, but she never got them. She even more irritated the post office isn't open today cause of the holiday. We were supposed to meet up with her for lunch as a last celebration before school starts. She had forwarded me the email saying it had been delivered with a rather angry and profane rant attached. I called her to confirm where we were going to eat. She didn't answer after 3 tries. I sent her a text and she just replied "enraged. out driving. talk later."

p: most people would look at her like she is crazy for flippin out over headlights. she is crazy most def but that car is like important to her. she loves that damn car. i dunno why but im not a car person.

R: It's part of her identity now in a way. She even put Aeris on the back of it. I will say the car is very her, the blue, the convertible part, the sound system, the small cute but badass feel too.

p: when she bought it she couldnt drive it. and i remember thinkin she was straight batshit for buying a car she cant drive. but she learned and taught herself how to. she also bought it from out of state. thats a lot of bullshit for a car. i guess she was really serious about it.

R: When she is upset she gets in her car and drives for a bit. If it's during the day she stops at 2 places for sure. UNM and Auto Zone.

p: it cracks me up she stops at unm even tho she fukin hates it. she goes to the duck pond and feeds the ducks. prob does lots of thinkin as she does. when we knew she was off in a rage we went to unm to see if we could catch her and we sure as shit did see her feedin the fukin ducks. shell be mad we kinda followed her but whatev.

R: UNM is kinda her sanctuary. It's where she shines the brightest so she's comfortable there. I wanted to run up to her and hug her and kiss her to make her feel better. P said it wasn't a good idea.

p: when she gets like that you gotta let her be. she comes back round but til then shes basically a raging bitch and it doesnt matter who you are. ive felt her wrath. it doesnt feel like hugs and kisses.

R: I'm worried about her.

p: what you need to worry about is the rest of the fukin city. she said on her twitter thing shed summon the rapture. i dont entirely doubt that claim. shell be fine.

R: Still worried. I leave early next week for japan. That's gonna be hard on both of us.

p: she wont show it but shell be kinda crushed. she likes to pretend shes ok with shit that deeply gets to her. and i liked havin you hang out. youre cool as fuk.

R: Thanks, I think. :P Since she hasn't mentioned it in a post...since I will be away I won't really be blogging with Aeris until I get back. Assuming her and I aren't totally annoyed with each other by then.

p: ill still show up but not often. its diff without ryan to play off of. we balance each other ideas and it keeps both of us from bein too fukin annoyin. i think tho once ryan leaves im gonna back off for a bit. babygirl will most likely be writin bout how hurt she is and i have no biz sayin a damn thing bout it. this needs to be all her for a bit.

R: That's a good call P. I didn't think of that.

p: no shit you didnt youre all worried bout babygirl. stop checkin the phone dude. shes fine. you can trust on that.

R: Okay okay topic change. She does make a cute ninja. She looks pretty badass, but she is Badass.

p: thats babygirl. she can do cute but intimidatng all at once. the pics are awesome tho. i saw those and started laughin. shes fun that way.

R: Yeah. I'll miss her being silly for no reason. I remember when I first started seeing her, I was like nothing serious can come from this, she's pretty silly and this is just for fun. I fell in love and fell hard. She's just a different kind of girl. Completely different from anything else I've dealt with.

p: youre getting sappy on me man. knock off. really we jut wanted to post and let babygirl know we care and were thinkin bout her. some more than others. she gets an email when one of us posts here so maybe shell check it and come hang out with us.

R: Yeah Badass, come talk to us about it. We can make you feel better. Promise.

p: by feel better he means embarass you in public.

R: Whatever P. Love you, Badass.

p: youre my homegirl. get your ass out of that crap mood and lets have some fun.


p and Ryan <3